Thursday, December 30, 2004


I decided to shave the mohawk. It's always fun to have one for a little while but I get bored with it after a while. With all the working I've been doing lately, I haven't even been bothering to fix it. Maybe I'll do it again before I graduate, who knows? Posted by Hello


I just had an entry about how I would be spending my New Year's evening, This is where I'd rather be spending my New Year's evening. On Mt. Hood. Posted by Hello

Happy New Year

Happy New Year. Tomorrow I have big plans. I'm going to wake up at 5:15 for the fourth time this week. Go to work to clean up pee, shit, walk dogs and bathe dogs. I come home for a 5 hour break and go back to do it all again in the evening. I'll be off by seven, but since this town is practically dead with school not in session, I don't know what there will be to do. I don't know if N will want to do something or if she will have plans with dude. If I'm not with her, I'll be here at my apartment, by myself. I might play Halo 2, or I might just go to sleep and pass into 2005 alone and asleep.

Mood: Gloomy
Music: Allister

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Fuck, Fuck, Fuck

I just got a call from N. She said she was at the furniture store buying a couch and wanted me to bring my truck and pick it up for her. This was a little suprising because I didn't think her Mom was actually going to give her $400 dollars for a couch but oh well. I was a little perterbed about being caught off gaurd but I grabbed my keys and rushed out the door.

When I got to the store, I entered to see N and Dude standing in the back. I went flush with hatred. I hate Dude with a passion. He is an old boyfriend of hers whom she stays in touch with and has recently been sleeping with. She told me all they are doing is sleeping and no fucking because they were just lonely and wanted a buddy to sleep with but I'm not sure if I believe it. So anyway, there he was in all his fucking pajamaed glory standing there like a punching bag that I wanted to walk right up to and wail on. But I didn't. We picked up the couch and put it in my truck. In conversation she mentioned that she called in sick to her volunteer job so she could go home and sleep and I immediatly knew that meant she was probably napping with dude in her bed.

Spark. jelousy, rage.

Not that I'm so mad at her, just that I instantly develop a hatred for any other guy she might be seeing at any given time. Of course I kept all my emotions deep within as always. Never let them show.

We dropped the couch off at her house and put it in her room, nice couch, looks much better than the old one.

I went back outside to fiddle with my truck and she came out. She thanked me for the help and hugged me several times. No kisses, not a peck. She promised me dinner tonight and then we said goodbye until work later this evening.

Fuck Fuck Fuck.

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Things take a sudden turn

So I went down to stay with N's family for Christmas. I was scheduled to work Christmas morning so, we didn't get out of town until about Noon. She came over to my aprartment to pick me up and we headed out. Shortly down the road, we realized she had forgotten her brothers Christmas present and we turned around to go back to her house to pick it up. That done as we started back out of town, conversation turned to work and how they don't really understand our relationship up there. The gist of the conversation was this. Our coworkers haven't really gotten us figured out, we act like we are dating, but we are not, I think it makes them very confused. In fact, I'm confused about a lot of it still myself. Anyway, at one point N made the comment that she guessed we were still sorta dating but just dating other people too. That got me excited that she would consider us still sorta dating. I considered it a small victory.

We got to where her family lives and the rain started to turn over to sleet/hail type stuff. That was very strange for the area because cold freezing precipitaion is pretty much a rarity in that part of the country. Christmas was fun, opening presents was good because her family always gets be the best gifts (mostly better than my family in fact). After opening gifts with her Mom, brother and sister-in-law, we headed up to her grandmother's for more gift unwrapping and dinner.

Dinner was awesome, as it usually is down there. The whole family cooks and in fact they have been in the restaunt business for a long time so the food is always good. We watched Napoleon Dynamite and then headed back to her house to settle in for the night. Her brother and I played Lord of the Rings Risk until bed.

The whole 24 hours down there were really good. We were very flirty the whole time. I gave her several kisses to thank her for my Christmas Presents, which I really liked. I don't think she realizes it or even knows but she does something that drives me absolutly wild. After Christmas dinner, we were in the kitchen talking to her family and she came up to me and leaned against me. I was leaning on the wall, so all her weight pushed up against me. We are just about the same height so, my cock presses right up into her ass when she does this. Usually when she comes and leans on me I take my arms and wrap them around her and give her a big tight hug. This time I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her hips back into me ever so slightly. Just enough to be pleasurable for me but not to attract too much attention from the family. Standing like this reminds me of all the times that we used to do it in reverse missionary position. She would lay on the bed face down with her head on the pillow. I used to crawl up on to her from the foot of the bed. I loved moving into her and spreading her legs. Then slowly pushing myself into her eager waiting pussy. Rather than enter her immediatly, I used to slide my cock up and down along the outside of her cunt. I can still feel how her lips would spread and expose her wet throbbing clit to my head and shaft.

The next morning after we got up and had been moving around for a couple of hours, I got into the shower. After I had finished, I came out of the bathroom and was walking to her room to get dressed, she passed me on her way to the shower and stopped for a kiss. She acutally asked for the kiss, which is kind of unusual because usually I'm doling them out to her and she doesn't have to ask. She leaned in and I kissed her. Rather than pull away as she usually does these days, she lingered for a second. I took the opprotunity and kissed her a little better. Suddenly her lips parted and she slid her tounge into my mouth. I reciprocated and we shared a quick french kiss. I almost melted. It had been a while since we shared a real passionate kiss, mostly now adays, they are just quick pecks.

As I was getting dressed, I thought about kissing her and how good it feels, then I thought about the night before when she leaned up against me. It drove me wild and soon I was hard and needing a release. I laid down on the bed and rubbed one out while thinking about how she used to climb on top of me and ride me.
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On the ride home, converstion again turned to work and how neither of us really wanted to go work at 6:30 the next morning. We were making plans and thinking about logistics when she suggested that I just stay over since both of us would have to get up so early anway. I was thrilled that she asked me to stay over and considering how things had gone the previous 24 hours I was cautiously hoping for some action.

We hit some really bad traffic which really sucked. We ended up sitting in the same place for 1.5 hours just waiting on traffic to move. By the time that we reached home it had gotten late and become a 5 hour trip instead of a 3 hour one. Once we walked into her house I realized what a wreck it was. She got in a really bad mood because of the traffic, travel, and her house being a wreck. I can't really say that I blame her, I was getting tired and cranky when we got home too. We went to bed with her in a foul mood and nothing happened. I said goodnight and that was that. No action, no goodnight kiss, no hug, nothing. Oh, how things take such sudden turn. Just a few hours before, we had been flirting and having a good time. Now, we were going to bed in bad moods just like an old married couple.

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I have been thinking some about O lately, I want to call her but I think I'll wait until New Years. I hope she will want to do something when she gets back in a few weeks. I want to see her.

Mood: Tired, sedated
Music: Halifax

Monday, December 27, 2004

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My Haul

Santa was good to me this go around. Usually I don't get much of the stuff I want and a lot of the stuff I don't want and don't need. I've been on a roll this year with gifts. Last Christmas from N's Mom, I got Band of Brothers on DVD which I really wanted. For my birthday my Mom got me an iPod which was completely unexpected. I hadn't gotten a great birthday gift like that in ages. This year for Christmas, I did pretty well to getting what I wanted. So, here is the list of stuff that I got with all of its linkable glory.

Halo 2
Lord of the Rings: Extended Edition Box Set
Black & Decker Food Processor
Handspring Visor Edge PDA (Used, kinda a hand-me-down)
SEC Championship Hoodie
Turtle Fur Beanie (best beanies in the world)
1 American Eagle sweater and 3 shirts (1, 2, 3)
2 pairs of socks
$25 dollar Blockbuster giftcard
Flannel sheets
Badder Santa on DVD
$15 dollar iTunes giftcard
$35 dollar American Eagle giftcard (from last year that my Aunt and Uncle forgot to mail)
$80 dollars cash
Viva la Bam season 1 on DVD
Xbox controller for Halo 2
Popeye and Superman DVDs (From the dollar DVD bin)
1 pair of American Eagle boxers
Ironman Triathalon T-shirt from Hawaii
The Martini Book

Edit:
I almost forgot about one of my Dad's gifts to me. It's a toolbox sort of thing and he stuffed it with all kinds of useful stuff such as electrical tape, screws and anchors, bungie cords, drill bits, and other assorted items.

Oh, it is worthwhile noting that I have one or two more Christmas presents in NC that didn't make it in time for my departure. I guess I'll get those when I go back in January for the long holiday.

I'd say I did pretty well. I'm happy at least. So, what did you get? I'll post later about how the trip for Christmas day went, but now I'm off to pick up N from work and then to go help her clean her house.

Mood: Tired, reserved
Music: Top 125 Playlist, Something Corporate

Saturday, December 25, 2004


Dropping cliffs Christmas Day 2003. B riding, me on the camera. Posted by Hello


Hiking on Larch Mountain, Washington Posted by Hello

I hate snowmakers!

One year ago today, I had one of the better days of my life. After we had Christmas in the morning, my brother talked my dad into letting us go upto Mt. Hood and go snowboarding for the night. The conditions were awesome. My brother and I headed up with the video camera and had a blast. Since we knew that our parents would me moving from Portland during the summer we knew it was one of our last best chances to have a great night on the mountain. We snowboarded our hearts out and had a blast. We have always gotten along pretty well and have been pretty good buddies but that night was something else. We dropped cliffs that we had never dropped, hit lines we neglected for seasons and rode epic tree lines all the way down. It was a great night. Hopefully there will be more nights like that for me and my brother.

Let me contrast that story with one from earlier this week. Brother, Dad and I went up to our Mt. House on Monday to do some snowboarding. It was our first time snowboarding anywhere but Mt. Hood. Let me tell you, North Carolina snow blows, the terrain blows, the snowmakers blow. I hate snowmakers. They shoot out little droplets of water that cake you and your goggles with ice, making it impossible to see. I wish I was back in PDX.

That's it, just wanted to share a good Christmas memory for me. I'm off to see the family with N. Hope it goes as well as I am hoping.

Mood: Reminiscent
Music: Top 125 Playlist

Friday, December 24, 2004

All I want for Christmas

Fifteen minutes until Christmas. Five and a half hours until I wake back up to go back to work. Can you feel my Christmas spirit?

Today was a pretty good day. I worked most of the day but, I got to spend some quality time with N this afternoon in between shifts. We wrapped gifts and exchanged one present as has been our custom for the last three Christmases. The gift that I let her open was a cool flannel sheet set that I picked up at Target when I was in North Carolina. Her gift to me was an Auburn SEC Championship hoodie. I really like it. It is cool because it is not gaudy. It's gray with navy lettering, simple and all around perfect. I really was in need of a new hoodie because none of mine fit anymore. And what is a boy without his hoodie really?

This evening we went over to a friends house for dinner. We met his mother and grandmother and generally had a good time. Dinner was excellent and the company was good considering it wasn't my family. After dinner we got Bartleby the Red Tail Hawk out and played with him for a little while. Don't worry, the person we were visiting is licensed and fully allowed to have a wild hawk. All the papers are in order and USFWS knows all about it.

When we were saying goodnight I gave N a long hug. She feels so good when she is in my arms and I feel so good when I am in hers. I only wish that she could be my girl again. Enough dwelling now, on to more important things...

I'm stoked about going to see N's family for Christmas tomorrow. We dated for over two years but I never got to spend Christmas with them. Hopefully tomorrow will be fun and festive. And I know the food will be good. Because those Greeks sure know how to cook.

On a side note, I called O last night and talked to her for a bit. When she left after our dinner out she told me if I got bored to call her, so I took her up on it a week later and gave her a ring. The conversation was pretty good and friendly. It mostly was just one of those "Hey, what's up? Not much here" chit-chat conversations. At the end, I told her I would probably call her around new years and she said that would be ok. I'm hoping to keep her chatted up a little while she is gone so that when she gets back into town we can get together and do something.

I think all I want to Christmas is a girl to sleep in the bed with me. Sure, the other stuff would be fun, but I'm starting to get lonely sleeping alone. I don't really care who it might be O, N whoever, just someone to cuddle with and to keep me company.

But, not tonight, I'm going to bed lonely in the dark with only the company of an undigested dinner.

Goodnight, I'll be back in a few days. Merry Christmas, hope your not as lonely as me.

Mood: Lonely
Music: Dave Matthews Band - Live in Central Park


I took this picture Christmas Eve morning 2002. I think about it this time every year. Posted by Hello

Thursday, December 23, 2004

Tracking Hits

Ok, so I was visiting my family and couldn't blog, in fact, I didn't dare even look at my blog on the family computer for fear that someone might check out the history and find it. I did however keep an eye on Re_invigorate, my data archiving service that I use to track hits to my blog. (Plug: If you have or haven't ever looked into tracking for your blog/website go look at Re_invigorate now. It's the best I've found and completely free )

I kept seeing hits being referred by this address. http://tederick.com/blog/index.html I took a look at the blog but didn't find anything obviously referencing me and in fact the blog didn't seem like the type that would link to me. Well, I got home tonight and had a closer look. I searched his html for a link to my blog and found one. Here is the passage that he wrote (hope he doesn't get pissed)

"Kate found this blog the other day; it's one man's relentless accounting of the initial stages of dating a girl who, it seems, has no idea that he is chronicling her every move in such detail. It's freaking fascinating. Also, given the extremes of description that he's already gone into, it's gonna be a hell of a read when they finally fuck."

I was fucking floored when I read that. First off that someone was actually interested in what I was writing and second that anyone would find it that interesting to post on their blog. Well, Tederick. Thanks. Thanks for the traffic and thanks for being interested.

That aside let me address a few points. I guess at the start I should have been a little more clear about some stuff, I realize you all jumped into my life in the middle of it without a lot of back story.

I am fresh out of a long term relationship with N that ended on her terms not mine. I'm still in love with N but not with her right now. We are seeing other people as she puts it. O is a girl I have met recently here at school and I guess am kind of seeing/talking to. The blog didn't start off as a way to chonicle the early stages of dating but has kind of turned into that. It was just a place to write and share my life with the world. So it has become what it has become. And yes, I'm hoping it will be a hell of a read when we finally fuck. If we fuck. I'd love to fuck. In fact, I'm hoping the whole blog is a fascinating read for all of you that might read it. Let me know if it is. I really appreciate the feedback. Either comment or email me, whatever you fancy more.

No, O, N, or anyone else in my real life know about this blog. It is for me and you. So I can talk about stuff freely that I would not normally talk about if I knew people from my real life would be reading. So, it will be our little secret. Feel free to link to me and tell your friends, just don't tell anyone in my real life and we will be fine.

Also, go now and look at Tedericks blog. Go, what are you waiting for?

So much to blog

So, I'm back from my quick jaunt up to NC to see my family and I've come back with so much stuff to blog, it's unbelievable. Unfortunatly, it doesn't involve girls or sex right now, but hopefully you will be interested. I have to finish unpacking and doing some stuff right now, so I'll write some stuff later.

For now, check this fellow out, Tederick has been shooting a bit of traffic my way so, I just wanted to give him a shout out. More on that later, check out his blog while your waiting for more from me.

Saturday, December 18, 2004

Fingers crossed.

I'm off to work for the day but I thought I'd mention. I called N this am so see if she wanted to car pool into work, she was cheerful considereing it was 7:30 in the morning and she isn't a morning person. Maybe I'm forgiven, Fingers crossed. The company party is tonight. There will be free wine and dirty Santa. I'm hoping for a good gift and to get trashed. I told N I wanted to hang out tonight before I left for home on Sunday morning she said we could. Hopefully it will go well.

I'll be out of town for a while. But, if I have a chance I'll blog whilst on the road. If you enjoy this blog and my entries, just keep your fingers crossed.

Friday, December 17, 2004

Why does it still hurt?

Two days since O left for Colorado and she should be getting there either tonight or tomorrow am. I have been not to think about her too much. It's working I haven't thought about her too much until thinking about writing this post.

I did work a solid nine hours today. It was a hard day and now, my back is paying the price. Hefting dog food, lifting dogs and bathing dogs really will do a number on your lower back.

I did manage to make N pretty mad at me this evening. She was bringing dogs from daycare into the boarding room and I was trying to get the boarding room situated for the dogs that were coming in. To make a long story short, she wanted me to do something for her and I lost my temper. It was entirely my fault and I am the one to blame and the one that was wrong. Later, I apologized to her but she didn't seem to care. I think she appreicated the apology, but she was still mad at me. The rest of the evening at work, she seemed annoyed with me.

We had had plans for her to come over tonight and make some Christmas presents with me. I don't think I'll see her tonight... I hope she isn't still carrying a grudge when I see her tomorrow at work.

Oh, on my way to work this morning I rode by her house. I saw someone else's car there. I know she had someone stay over last night. Why does it still hurt? Will it ever not hurt?

Taking a clue from other blogs I read that I like, I will try to list a mood and music at the time of each post.

Mood: muted
Music: Armor for Sleep

Thursday, December 16, 2004

Comments

I've enabled the comments feature. I would appreicate feedback from anyone who might read this blog. This is my first attempt at a blog and I'm not sure what you may or may not find interesting. Please let me know what you think, good bad or ugly.

If you figure them out, let me know

I do not understand girls. I don't, for a while I thought I had them figured out, but I don't, I at this point, I doubt I ever will. Last night I was supposed to have a date with O. Well, actually we were supposed to do something Tuesday night but she had something come up so we postponed to Wednesday night. I hadn't seen her in a week, so I was looking forward to taking her out on a proper date and coming home for a movie or something. Well, I got out of my last final exam and called her as I said I would. We talked for a minute and then I asked her where she wanted to go for dinner. She said she was in the mood for Chinese and that was fine with me. Then she asked if her roommate could come with us. Even though it wasn't really fine with me I told her it was cool. She must not have believed me because after we got off the phone, she messaged me asking again if it were ok. I assured her it was ok.

While I waited on them to come pick me up I was trying to think about how to handle the situation. It was my intention to take O out and pay for dinner and then rent a movie or something. Now that the roommate was coming with us a wrench had been thrown into those plans. I wondered what was the proper etiquette for paying in these situations. I didn't really have the money to take us out but I was going to find it. Now, I really didn't have the money to pay for all three of us. I also didn't want to just pay for O and myself because I wasn't sure if that would have been considered rude. I was at a loss for what to do.

I was also confused at this point as to why the roommate was coming. Was she just genuinely hungry and wanting to join us or was O bringing her along as a cock block. I dunno, still don't.

But, I digress. We went to dinner which ended up being fun. We discussed their third roommate and all her quirks and weirdness. Since the restaurant was buffet style they only brought us one check. I took the check up to the counter with the intention of paying for my and O's meal. I was still a little uncomfortable with the whole paying situation and out of the corner of my eye, I saw O reach into her purse for her wallet. Damn, I guess that sorts the situation out. So, we paid and headed home.

Since the roomate was driving, I held out a little hope that O might come in with me to hang out for a while and then I could have taken her home. No such luck. When we pulled up to my building, I sat there for a second but proceeded to get out. Note: I'm not really that smooth, and trying to talk her into coming in without the roomate would have probably ended in an uncomforable disaster so I aborted that plan. After exiting the car, I stood there for a second and O got out. She came up to me and gave me a hug and we exchanged goodbyes. When I hugged her the thought that came to my mind was, my god this girl is tiny and so light, I ended up picking her up. As we parted, she told me that if I get bored over break, I should call her. I said I would and for her to have a save trip back to Colorado.

I was pretty bummed about being cock blocked and not getting any one on one time with O because I really like hanging out with her. So what did I do, I immediatly had a beer.

Shortly after, I got a call from N, and I told her about the date and she asked me if I wanted to come over and watch Lost. I agreed and headed over there. We watched Lost and then I came back home.

When I got home there was a message from O. She was wondering if I had a good time and apologized for her and the roomate talking too much. I assured her that I had a fine time. Later, I was hoping to get her to come over so I sent her a message saying she was welcome to come over after she finished packing if she wanted. I settled in for the night and watched Bowling for Columbine. It was a good movie and I liked it a lot more than I liked Farenheit 9/11. I never heard back from O about my offer, and now she is on her way to Colorado for several weeks.

I don't understand girls, I dont' think I ever will.


Wednesday, December 15, 2004


Mohawk Posted by Hello

Saturday, December 11, 2004

Playing the waiting game

I have only spoken briefly to O since she came over Wednesday night. I called her and spoke with her metioning that I wanted to take her out to dinner before she left town for the break. I haven't talked to her in about 24 hours. I think I'm just going to sit back and let her contact me. I don't know what she wants but I do know what she doesn't want. She has told me several times that she doesn't want to get too attached to me because she has been burned in the past. I find that fair enough. I don't really want to get too attached to her right now either because I have my own things going on.

I have really enjoyed hanging out with her though. I think I may have been coming across as a little too foward for her liking the last few days so that's why I have decided to sit back and play the waiting game. I have never been good at this. Never been good at playing hard to get. I know and have been told that girls feel better when they feel like they are doing some of the chasing and the guy isn't all into them at once. That's what I'm trying to do right now.

I think tonight I'm gonna hang out and watch Return of the King. Then tomomrrow I have to stdy hard all day for my final on Monday.

Thursday, December 09, 2004

What if there are no Coincedences?

As promised, O came over last night. When she got here, we rummaged through my movies to pick one out to watch. I don't really have that good a selection of movies. Most of them are just ones that I am interested in and don't really lend themselves to be watched with another person or group. But, she decided we would watch Signs, which was fine with me because it's a scary movie and would provide ample opprotunity for cuddling, holding, or any other contact.

When we first started to watch the movie she was sitting about 8 inches away from me on the couch but that space slowly started to diminish. I made several excuses to get up, such as getting a glass of water or having to watch the Beagle. I made sure when I sat down to inch myself ever closer to her. Finally, after my roomates had gone out of the room I initiated contact by rubbing her leg.

I should point out at this point that this was only the second time we have really done anything by ourselves without other people around. The other time she was over and we watched a movie, it had a happy ending so I was hoping to get the same sort of action last night.

The subtle brush against her leg led to closeness and cuddling. This was particlularly enjoyable when it came to a scary part. (Any guy that has watched a scary movie with a girl knows exactly what I'm talking about. ) It became apparent as the movie progressed that O was interested in more than just the movie. Several times I caught her kissing my shoulder as if to give me the hint, "Hey I want to kiss you." I deliberatly held out on her, partially because I wanted to tease her a bit and partially because I was genuinely interested in the movie. At one point, I did lean in and kiss her for just a few seconds. Just enough to taste her and to let my cock start to grow with desire.

As soon as the movie ended, I picked her up and carried her into my room where I laid her down on the bed. She looked at me halfway suprised, but very amused as I crawled onto the bed and on top of her. I leaned in and kissed her, feeling her soft, sweet lips and warm tounge. We made out for a little while and we began to get into it a little more hotter and heavier than we did the other night. My hands wandered and traversed her body, holding her close and squeezing her in all the right places. I love when fully clothed a girl pushes herself into me and presses in between her legs up against my hard cock. This went on for a while. Eventually, after a few minutes, we stopped and just lay there on the bed cuddling. She told me that my bed was very comfortable and that she could go to sleep on it. I told her that that was the idea and thought to myself that I would love to have her stay over, if only just to have a warm body sleep next to me. It's been a while.

Pretty suddenly, she got up and announced that she had to go home. I was a little disappointed and taken aback by the sudden change of pace. Begrudgingly, I walked her out to her car and kissed her goodnight. As she left, she said to me, "I probably won't be seeing much of you for the next little while with tests and all." I understood this but didn't exactly understand the meaning behind it.

Today, I woke up thinking about her and if I had done something wrong, maybe she doesn't like how I kiss, did my hands wander too far? I decided to give her a call just to say hi and that I had a good time with her last night. I think I caught her off gaurd with the call but, I think she appreicated it. I told her that I wanted to take her out to dinner before she leaves town for the break. Hopefully, I will get to.

I am really digging her and I really enjoy talking with her and the time we spend together. I just always have more things on my mind than the present. I carry a lot of baggage.

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Second Encounter

O is coming over tonight. It will be the first time that we have seen each other since she came over and we "watched" a movie on Sunday night. We have talked daily since then so that is good. I'm not really sure what to expect, hopefully we will do a little more than just make out this time. She has a killer body and I'd like to see her naked. We'll see, I'll post later tonight or tomorrow after she is gone and fill you in on the juicy details.

Eco Terrorists

A few years ago I wrote a paper about the Earth Liberation Front. It turned out to be a good paper and I really leaned about the shadowy, decentralized organization that is the ELF. Recently, there was an action in an upscale Maryland subdivision where many homes were burned. Immeidatly it was attributed to the ELF even though I don't think anyone has claimed any responsibility and there really isn't any evidence linking the ELF to the incident.

It got me to thinking about so called "eco terrorism" and if it really accomplishes anything. I personally like to hear about such actions and the havoc that they reak. Such as a few years ago when a grad student torched over 100 SUVs at a California car dealership. Or when vast reaches of forest are spiked in the Pacific Northwest. In fact, I have often contemplated trying to undertake an action locally that might send a message to those who enjoy commiting wholesale rape of the planet. I dont' know if the actions that the ELF and others take really influence or change any actions of those who do not respect the planet but, at least it sends a message to us that at least there are others out there who feel the same as we do.

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

First Post

This is my first post. I have been drinking a bit. There is nothing left to drink left in the entire apartment. Hopefully there will be many more posts to follow this one.